I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas
gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in
here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become
such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas.
But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department.
Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys
and wondered if the grandkids would even play with them. I found myself
in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about
5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently.
I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little
boy and wondered who the doll was for.
I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said,
"Are you sure I don't have enough money?" She replied a bit impatiently,
"You know that you don't have enough money for it." The aunt told the little
boy not to go anywhere, that she had to go get some other things, and would
be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued
to hold the doll.
After a bit, I asked the boy who the doll was for. He said, "It's the
doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa
would bring it." I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it. He
said, "No, Santa can't go where my sister is. I have to give the doll to
my Mamma to take to her."
I asked him where his sister was. He looked at me with the saddest eyes
and said, "She was gone to be with Jesus. My Daddy says that Mamma is going
to have to go be with her."
My heart nearly stopped beating.
Then the boy looked at me again and said, "I told my Daddy to tell Mamma
not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the
store." Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture. I told him I would
love to. He pulled out some pictures he'd had taken at the front of the
store. He said, "I want my Mamma to take this with her so she don't ever
forget me. I love my Mamma so very much and I wish she did not have to
leave me, but Daddy says she will need to be with my sister."
I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so very quiet.
While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pulled out a handful
of bills. I asked the little boy, "Shall we count that money one more time?"
He grew excited and said, "Yes, I just know it has to be enough." So I
slipped my money in with his and we began to count it.
Of course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, "Thank you Jesus
for giving me enough money." Then the boy said, "I just asked Jesus to
give me enough money to buy this doll so Mamma can take it with her to
give to my sister, and he heard my prayer. I wanted to ask him for enough
to buy my Mamma a white rose, but I didn't ask him, but he gave me enough
to buy the doll and a rose for my Mamma. She loves white roses so very,
very much."
In a few minutes the aunt came back and I wheeled my cart away. I could
not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shopping in
a totally different spirit than when I had started. And I kept remembering
a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier about a drunk
driver hitting a car and killing a little girl and the Mother was in serious
condition. The family was deciding on whether to remove the life support.
Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.
Two days later, I read in the paper where the family had disconnected
the life support and the young woman had died. I could not forget the little
boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later that
day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought some white roses
and took them to the funeral home where the young woman was.
And there she was holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and
the picture of the little boy in the store. I left there in tears, my life
changed forever. The love that little boy had for his little sister and
his mother was overwhelming.
And in a split second a drunk driver had ripped the life of that little
boy to pieces.
- Written by V.A. Bailey -
This holiday season, and throughout the year, PLEASE DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!
Don't look for inspiration . BE the inspiration!